But you're just trouble

Some people are just full of shit.

It just comes flying out of their mouths and there’s nothing we can do to stop it.

I realize that some people think I am also full of shit. 

I’ll make one post saying that I hate liars and in the next saying that I wish I could make up a personality and become a different person. 

It’s understandable that once someone takes a dislike to you then you will never be able to do anything right. Everything you say will be clouded by that person’s negative opinion of you and therefore everything you do and say will seem negative. 

You could donate your life savings to charity because you believe that other people need that money more than you. And yet someone who dislikes you may see that as you trying to make yourself seem better to the rest of society, that it’s merely a selfish move to stroke your own sense of decency. 

I guess it all comes back to something that I’ve spoken about a bit recently… perception. How we perceive and want to be perceived.

And that’s probably the reason why so many of us are.. just full of shit.

I try my best to be honest about who I am, and the things I do… the things I have done. 

Yes my parents are slightly insane, yes most of my boyfriends have been insane and yes I am pretty insane. All that insanity can make for some interesting scenarios. 

You can tell a story in a way that might make it seem more comedic without having to resort to lies. But would that qualify as full of shit… or just speckled with it?

Like a lot of girls, I have been called… a liar, fake, annoying, a child, a bitch, a whore, fat, ugly… I could go on, but I won’t. It’s strange how some people choose to look at/read about you despite that fact that they claim not to like you, at the risk of sounding cliche it’s their problem, not yours. Of course you may be all these things, but if someone that doesn’t know you, or needs to see you in their life or online, chooses to wind themselves up by choosing to look at you or tries to gain some sort of attention by abusing you, it does indicate a slight mental problem on their part. 

But back to the original point of this post…

There are people that can say the most normal things to me that just for some reason seem like lies… and I can’t explain it… I wonder, is it intuition, or is it my own clouded perception.